Huu..been a while since my last entry huh? Hehe..don’t blame me my dear blog..I’m a busy woman yes..?? I still trying to figure out how to disable the comment moderation coz honestly I appreciate all of U who have been leaving ur comments here. But, I can sure u that the next day, U might not gonna see ur comment yet due to blog-unvisited-by-the-owner. By leaving them in the awaiting moderation box, it’s kinda not appreciate the comments though..Again, sorry if felt not being appreciated with the comments..GOmenasai!!
I just got back from a camp organized by the admin. We went to Lumut, Perak and stayed there for about 4 days..Lot of things which unfortunately not my cup of tea have been done. Orinteering with the compas and the map which I admit kinda sucks on it. Crossing the river..swoooshh..flying fox which more like flying Orang Utan or flying Orang dlm Utan..=p n more.
Whenever I grumbled bout it to Anul, he would always say..WTF!! that’s cool gal!! Adventurous!! Well, I’m not like him who really loves all those things. For me, a nap on a rainy afternoon just after the lunch is the total heaven..hehe!!
Few days bak, before we leaved the college, there was an observation taken place which was observed by one of the guy from the ministry of education. When he was in our class, he bluntly asked one my colleague why on earth she would always fix her veil and looked so bored in the class. The guy even warned her to really think bout teaching and to quit if she doesn’t even have the passion to teach. It’s true though, most of the people here didn’t come on her/his wills. Only few of us here really aim to be a teacher deep inside their heart. But to most of us, it’s just an option to have a secured job, told by the big brother, asked hardly by the parents and etc. I wonder how we could attend to the children, teach them till they really understand it if we don’t have enough passion to do it.
Anul always said that even if it’s not meant for me, but I could survive and he really sure the passion would blossomed in my heart day by day. He also said, once u are a teacher…u always a teacher. U are not only get ur salary..ur money, but u earn respects, u earn a pride, u earn a bless from HIM and a pray from ur students. Guess again, Anul’s words melted me to a puddle of a schmaltzy slush~~~. And I started to believe in myself…Jia YUUUU!!
