The story begins with a plan for an outing at one of the waterfall around Gombak. As usual, I asked Persie to come along like the rest of our outing before. It’s kinda small gathering for my ex-schoolmates and I.
We had had a wonderful morning. The green trees, the cool crystal clear water flowing rapidly with the sound of peacefulness. Persie seems to enjoy the moment as well. Eventhough she’s the only person who didn’t dip herself, but I could really understand it. She just recovered from a fever. Plus, I have no prob at all if she didn’t want to join us. He joined me before.
She seems so happy just like myself and the rest of us. Then we kicked off from the waterfall towards OU. She took a nap along the way. And the bad part started.
We went straight to the bowling arcade after half an hour expedition to find an empty space to park. My firends have already book 2 lanes for us. Suprisingly..but I’ve seen it coming…Persie didn’t want to bowl with us. “U are kinda bored not joining us bathing just now, but now u won’t play? U gonna get bored…Everyone just play for fun..”. But she still said NO.
We had 2 games that day. I tried to entertain Persie as her face became bored and bored. “Are u okay?” “U can have a go once in a turn..wanna try?” “Do u want a drink?(3 times asking)”. I bought her a drink and sat next to her and tried to make her at ease.
Suddenly she said she wanna go for window shopping. I felt so heavy to permit it..but It couldn’t be helped. He seems bored and bored. “Ok”..I said. The she walked away. My friends started asking, “what’s wrong with her..we are truly worried..Did we do something terrible..over??”. My friends are the type who really concern about anyone related to us.
“Nah..I replied. She said she felt dizzy and she’s not into bowling”..well, that is what Persie said when I asked her bout it. Done bowling, I texted her to ask where she was. She supposed to be back as I’ve already informed her that our game was nearly finished.
She said she’s at the MPH. BUt the sound of her voice irritated me. Sounds like she disilike our time of bowl, pissed. I asked her which floor and she just simply said “I don’t know. I don’t know how to get there”. Omar and I separated with the rest to pray. We went to the nearest mall map and searched for MPH.
We hurriedly went there but Persie wasn’t there. I called her again. “I’ve been looking for you..where are you?? Why don’t u wait us here??!”. She simply said, “BATA..cross the road..the new wing”. “We are going to pray and leave…”. “Just go la for your prayer. I’ve done mine..”. I started to piss off and said “ok..do as u like”.
We performed our prayer and texted her to meet us at the nearest autopay above the Jusco where we parked. SHe didn’t reply whether she knows how to get there or whatever. We rushed towards Jusco so she won’t need to wait for us.
When we arrived, she wasn’t there. I called her and she said, “I’m on the way to Jusco”.
“Just walk towards the roof ok”.
“If I know”
“Do you know how to get here?”
“i guess”
What’s wrong with her??Those cold voice. The rains was starting to fall down. We worried if she lost, so we hurriedly ran towards Jusco. Omar searched for her as well. When I called her, she said she’s already at the rooftop. We reached there and there she was with a truly sulking face like we were the wronged one. She didn’t even say..’sorry’ for that. Well of course!!! Course she didn’t think that she made us running like a stupid ones!!!
I asked for the key and the ticket. She didn’t even think to pay for the ticket so we could leave as soon as we met. We drove towards GiANT. I ignored her all the way to find the surau there. I wanted her to feel how idiot if we really concern bout her but she just ignored us.
When we met back at the food court, Persie just left us and went downstairs again. My friends were asking again what happened. They asked me to go and comfort her. They worried if Persie pissed with them. arghhhh..
I texted her asking to come up and join us for dinner but she said no thanks…I dont have the appetite. I asked her what’s her prob and she replied back saying that she felt like idiot when I didnt treat her well.
OOOhhhh!!! Now u said something bout that. So u know how it feels to be like idiot?? U just care bout yourself huh??your feelings??How about mine?How about how stupid I felt running to find you just now?!!! U complained when I didn’t treat and entertain u. But even if I really care bout u and entertain u as best as I could…u didnt even appreciate that!! U think U appreciate that???Oh..so u think!! I didn’t feel appreciated. I felt stupid trying to make u at ease the whole day when u still just sulked leaving me clueless!!!What do you want me to do?!!!!! How do u want me to treat u!!! Am I not that good towards U??!!! U still think ur action are right??and I’m the wrong one??!!
This is not the first time..U’ve been acting like this everytime my friends and I gathered. U always sulk in fornt of them. THey care about U..concern whether u like them or not. ALways ask me to comfort u which I did!! But I didn’t appreciate it at all!!!! If u dont like them just say it so I dont have to bring u along!! What’s ur problem???!!!!!!!!
Argghhhhhhhhhhh!!!! I felt so pissed!! Am I not good enough towards U huh??!!!
I purposely threat u to ask ur sis come and fetch u..so u would know that I’m really disappointed with U. What do u want??!!! U just left the car when U reached home. Not even thank u..sorry??it’s not in ur vocab at that moment right??!!!!
I don’t understand u….really…U didnt even tried to call me or sms me? Ur ego huh??? Or maye someone guided u to do that??let me sms or call u first..so be it!!! The more silent I had..I’ll start to like the feeling without someone special I need to nurture my love in…The more silence I get..It’d be probably easier to forgetting u!!
